"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised." We don't need to fear this passsage in Proverbs 31
I just listened to this today.... Just scroll down to the Sunday Morning Services and click on the "watch now" of May 11th. If you want to go directly to the message, you will need to forward in about 45 minuets. Otherwise, I often take time to share in the worship before hand.
I really soak up the Chapter and Verse services too.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Message for Mothers
Monday, May 12, 2008
A song to the Lord
Shepherd, your sheep are hungry...we got we wanted but we still need something more.
We just need to hear your voice. Show us the way.
Shepherd, your sheep are longing...We ate and we ran and we played and we danced but we're empty.
We just need to hear your voice. Show us the way, won't you show us the way.
Todd Agnew)
Sunday, May 11, 2008
If we pray...then what?
For we know he gives hope to the humble; Gives light in the darkness and grace when we stumble.
Let us call on his name together knowing he will say...
To pray with conviction for the souls of the nation.
So let us call on His name, who's faithful and promise still remains....
On our knees calling your name as we lift our hearts to heaven, knowing you will say...
If my people who are called by my name...humble themselves and pray...If my people who are called by my name turn from their wicked ways....(song by Avalon)
Today was a good day. Perhaps not by the world's standards...but my heart was seeking God's face and that in itself makes it a good day. Tomorrow I'll post my prayer that I sang to the Lord over and over today as I celebrated His goodness in my life...as I reflected on the many blessings that HE has showered upon me. . . my salvation...my redemption...my New Life...my family...my heart for His children...for the Lost....for the hurting...my love for animals and having the land to live out that love every day...so many things...yet all we really need is Him.
Friday, May 9, 2008
1 Samual 3
I want to encourage any readers to search the Scriptures before they search words of man alone. There is SO much meat in the Bible I can't take it all in! I have so much to learn and study to understand better the scriptures. I want to read more original text and try, with the Spirit of God, to see more clearly what He has left for us to study and know Him better. I've been going through the OT for the past month or so and am reading now in Samuel...great stuff!!!
What men of God I've been reading about in the Bible! I love the first few chapters in 1st Samuel when God tells Samuel that the priest Eli is going to be judged for 'the sin he knew about in his son's and he failed to restrain them.' A few things stood out to me here...First, Samuel was a man who chose to tell the truth even though Scripture tells us 'he was afraid to tell Eli when Eli said 'what was it he said to you?' Now, talk about being the bearer of bad news to someone you looked up to and lived with for years!!! The second thing is how Eli responded when Samuel explained to him that he would soon be judged for overlooking the sins of his sons and honoring his sons more than God by fattening themselves on the choice parts of every offering made by the people Israel'.
Here is Eli's response to the bad news about his future:
'He is the Lord; let him do what is good in his eyes.' ...
wow, talk about a steadfast response! Even though the LORD himself was going to bring down judgement on his family he still was able to be submissive to the Father's choice of discipline!
God goes as far as to say to the Priest Eli 'Although good will be done to Israel, in your family line there will never be an old man. Every one of you that I do not cut off from my altar will be spared only to bind your eyes with tears and to grieve your heart, all your descendants will die in the prime of life.' ch 2 vs32-33
I have been trying to understand more of the OT and NT as one book and not see them so much as two completely different books and though it's not easy at times, I do see God's love, mercy and even discipline to his people. He was so gracious to Hannah by giving her Samuel and in return, Hannah honored her promise to give her son right back to the Lord! So, Samuel went to live with Eli, the priest to learn about God and be His servant. Little did Hannah know her son would soon be the Judge of her people for many years. The sad part is, Eli died after serving the Lord for 40 years and before he died he received word the Ark of God had been captured by the Philistines. This brought his heart such sadness that he fell over, broke his neck and DIED!!!! What a sad death! However, if his heart stayed open to the Lord's discipline that he was probably humbled and closer to God in those last days of his life; knowing that God wasn't going to let his poor choices go unnoticed...
Anyhow...just thought I'd share this great history with you all! I know I jumbled it all up a bit so head there for yourselves to see it more clearly! :)
It Came From Within

Andy Stanley of North Point Church has some great insights into our hearts -- the thing that we speak from, love from, care from but also hate from, burn with jealousy from, experience guilt from and speak contempt from. Things that destroy both our relationship with God and with others. This has been a wonderfully convicting and freeing series that I have been listening to again and again. Stanley has both insights into identifying sin in our hearts and practical and biblical ways to root it out.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Great Read.. Click Link Below
Victoria Boyson:
"Prisoners of HOPE--What Feels like a Prison Cell to You, God Sees as a FORTRESS"
There are times during the birth of your destiny that you feel as though you would like to give up hope, but God will not let you. It feels as though you are held captive by hope.
"Return to your fortress, O prisoners of hope..." Zechariah 9:12
An Evangelical Manifesto
Keenly aware of the hour of history in which we live, and of the momentous challenges that face our fellow humans on the earth and our fellow Christians around the world, we who sign this declaration do so as American leaders and members of one of the world’s largest and fastest growing movements of the Christian faith: the Evangelicals.
Fourth, as stressed above, Evangelicalism must be defined theologically and not politically; confessionally and not culturally. Above all else, it is a commitment and devotion to the person and work of Jesus Christ, his teaching and way of life, and an enduring dedication to his lordship above all other earthly powers, allegiances and loyalties. As such, it should not be limited to tribal or national boundaries, or be confused with, or reduced to political categories such as ―conservative and ―liberal, or to psychological categories such as ―reactionary or ―progressive.
First, a loss of authority, as sola Scriptura (―by Scripture alone) is replaced by sola cultura (―by culture alone);
Seventh, Evangelicalism is distinctive for the way it looks equally to both the past and the future. In its very essence, Evangelicalism goes back directly to Jesus and the Scriptures, not just as a matter of historical roots, but as a commitment of the heart and as the tenor of its desire and thought; and not just once, but again and again as the vital principle of its way of life.
We confess that we Evangelicals have betrayed our beliefs by our behavior.
All too often we have prided ourselves on our orthodoxy, but grown our churches through methods and techniques as worldly as the worldliest of Christian adaptations to passing expressions of the spirit of the age.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Two Views of The Shack
Want to start really understanding the Trinity? Listen to Mark Driscoll's full sermon and search the Bible for yourself.
Monday, May 5, 2008
Longing
Can anyone relate?
I'm tired and numb to much of anything lately. I do not have the passion right now that often consumes. I desire everyday to find time in God's Word, His truths and prayer . No excuses... I'm missing out . I'm missing the opportunity. The demands of the day start before sunrise and don't end till I'm too exhausted to stand any more. I want to change this. I want to find the time. I'm weak with out His nutrients and strength.
I need balance again, direction, discipline.... take better care of myself so I have the energy and determination.. Praying for some clear direction in some areas and decisions right now. Asking for clarity and certainty. I want to use my time wisely and in His will. What is most important right now? What do I need to change?
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
The Lord is My Strength
A week typically does not go by that I don’t hear the phrases, “I just don’t know how you do it” and “are you okay?”
My husband is in the US Army and he is presently serving in his second 15 month deployment to Iraq. And yes, all of you are right…it does stink. There is not a day that goes by that I’m not concerned about something happening to my husband, or even worse, my mind straying to what I’d do if he pays the ultimate sacrifice. I don’t think of it as being morbid, I think of it as our reality, especially after seeing people we know “pay” that ultimate sacrifice. I’d have to be honest in saying those thoughts have crossed my mind. No place is safe for him over there, even on their base where the soldiers may have a false sense of security. There are nights where he has been sleeping in his tent and awakes to the sound of rockets going over his head and hitting within a football throws distance. And I can also tell you we’ve been on the phone at least 7 times during this deployment alone where we have been speaking on the phone and I then hear explosions in the background followed by my husband telling me, “I’ve gotta go, I’ve gotta go…love you.”
These are the moments I just drop straight into prayer. I thank God that I have him in my life during times like this. He is the only one anyone could ever lean on in instances like these. It is hard for me to even comprehend in those moments that someone at this very instant is trying to kill the very person that makes my life complete here on earth. It gives a whole new meaning to “pray for your enemies”, and I honestly can say I do.
So when I am asked, “I just don’t know how you do it?” I know *exactly* how I do it. I sure don’t do it alone, but I do it with the Lord by my side and with the strength of my Faith. It honestly gives me peace of mind knowing His Will will be done…all of this mess is out of my control. So it is not going to do me or my children any good if I am moping around sulking in sadness and living in fear because *the *Lord *is *in *total *control! Now that doesn’t mean that I selfishly want to tell the Lord what His Will should be!!! Trust me, I’m human! But to know that my husband is in the Lord’s hands over there and the Lord is my rock over here, it allows me to keep my chin up and keep a smile on my face. My worrying will not change a thing!
And to answer the question, “Are you okay?” Yes, I am more than okay! I know I have the Lord as my never-failing friend, and I can lean on Him at any time on any day. He knows my every fear, my every thought, and my every desire. He is in control, and I know the Lord would want me to be strong and rest all my fears and worries at His feet. And with His strength, I am not only strong for myself, but also for my children and my husband.
So for all of you that think I am so strong, thanks for the compliment, but it is all because of the Lord. It is *His* strength that you see through me! And with the strength of the Lord, I am able to move forward through this deployment as a happy person and actually enjoy life and our amazing country that my husband fights to protect daily.
“Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?” Matthew 6:27
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect." 2 Samuel 22:33
Monday, April 28, 2008
Understanding Oprah's Religion
Oprah's New Age religion is sweeping the country (and the world). Nothing is really new under the sun and Oprah is no exception. However, familiarize yourself with what she believes and how it compares to the Truth. Stand to Reason has a good summary of the issues. Please pray for Oprah that her heart may be opened to real Truth and the real Christ.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Imitating Christ
Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing. But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
My Testimony, my story
About two years ago, a counselor asked me to sit down and write a letter to someone who hurt me years ago, regardless if it were ever read by anyone but me. She just wanted me to express my thoughts and hurts to deal with the way I feel. I have yet to write that letter for a number of reasons...fear...fear....fear....I guess that's just one reason. Fear of what emotions are hiding there in my heart. I know those feelings are there, like my issues with abandonment that I still have to address. If I want to overcome, I know I need to be honest with where I've been, address the hurt and allow the Lord to heal me as only He can do.
There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts That had some better endings
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things, I wish I could do all all over again,
But it doesn't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
some pages turned,Some bridges burned,But there were,Lessons learned.
[Chorus:]And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every start,
Some pages turned,Some bridges burned,But there were lessons learned.
There's mistakes that I have made,Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,I never should've taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,The past can't be rewritten,You get the life you're given,Oh,
some pages turned,Some bridges burned,But there were,Lessons learned.[Chorus:]
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every start,
Some pages turned,Some bridges burned,But there were lessons learned.
And all the things that break you,Are all the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,Because it's all,Lessons learned.



